My anxiety taking over is what really made me realize something was wrong. I suddenly wasn’t really able to control my thoughts/feelings. I started to get really depressive thoughts. There’s a lot of wars in my head, and I felt like everything I thought about, I could also then immediately contradict.
My family moves around a lot, and so I’ve had a rough time moving through various cities throughout my childhood. I struggle to connect and have been bullied a lot.
Finding the art world has really helped me the most. I feel like it’s the only time i’m taken seriously and the only place I actually feel safe to emote. I’m the most myself when i’m on stage. I’m never really allowed to be me, so I want to be someone else. Anyone else.
I’m never really allowed to be me, so I want to be someone else. Anyone else.